Wednesday, May 21, 2003 :::
 
What is greater than God, More evil than the devil, The poor have it, The rich need it, And if you eat it, you'll die?

::: posted by sugar at 11:27 PM



Wednesday, May 14, 2003 :::
 
I will elaborate on this later...

...but I'm having this wonderful slew of Dawson's Creek memories. Although it sucks to be having them as I watch the final episode, it's a little comforting to know that Kevin Williamson co-wrote the episode.

I feel like I'm back in the Dorado Plaza apt. again, and Kat and I are screaming at the 13" TV/VCR on the floor, since there are no chairs.

OK, commercial's over bye!

::: posted by sugar at 8:54 PM



Sunday, May 11, 2003 :::
 
for the record...

he showed up at the festival yesterday. fine, it's a public event. he showed up with some really pretty girl. lovely. he very obviously avoids me the first several hours, then blindsides me in between stage shows that i'm managing to talk to me. oh wait, lemme rephrase that. to approach me like he's my long lost friend that he's so happy to see, then HUG me like we're best friends, and make idle chit chat about how i'm doing while he introduces me to HER and tells me about what "we" did today.

i know he planned the whole thing. for that i hate him even more. because the way he is, he either decided to bring the prettiest friend that i've never met, or this is some new chickenhead.

what. the fuck. ever.

5/12/03 - P.S. - my source (our mutual friend) says that she's this girl who's been after him forever, but he has never been interested. i vaguely remember hearing about her before, but didn't think much of it at the time.

how sad. but i suppose how nice for him to have such an accessible rebound girl.

and congratulations to him for officially taking himself off of my "good" list forever. i am unable to see how i could respect myself and also be friends with someone as completely insensitive as that.

sad.

::: posted by sugar at 9:10 AM



Wednesday, May 07, 2003 :::
 
i've been trying to write for a while now, and there are just too many things running around in my mind.

reminds me of the first night of my last trip home. jhocelyn, jt and george came over to visit me and i was so tired. having two new people around amplified my tendency to...allow my thoughts to come out more freely. by that i mean, i have a harder time controlling the speed of my thoughts from being said as quickly as i think them. i don't think i ever realized just how quickly that was until that night. sure, it was amusing and interesting to be jumping from topic to topic and then return back to the start of each one.

i get the sinking feeling that i do that in my writing as well. *does 5 second assesment of blog archives.* do i consider that a positive trait? in a way.

::: posted by sugar at 9:40 PM

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